What is your true fear?

Saw Yi Run's post and went to do the same quiz with her.. and tata!

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Looked down on   You have a very high self image. You're the kind of person that loves being in the center of attention. You're very outgoing, and outspoken. You also always have to look you're best. Whether going out, or just hanging out with the girls if you're not looking great you're not happy. You're a natural born leader, and love when people look up to you. You're worst fear is that someone won't like you, or look up to you. If someone criticized or critiqued you to the point that people stopped wanting to hang around you, or began thinking less of you that would be your worst nightmare. You secretly really want to be liked, respected and appreciated by others. A good way to make sure that people have a positive view of you is to consider their thoughts and feelings also.
Losing Someone
Where Your life is Going
Being Alone
Commitment
Disappointment
Death
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

And you know, it's very very accurate (of course, I'm honest with the answers, and the questions is very direct and straight to the point).

I hated being look down on, and I'm scared of losing someone. Sometimes, it's really ruin my day when people ignored me. (particularly, a colleague often do that to me. told my supervisor about it and she told me that that colleague is "one-of-a-kind" and it is better to not have this type of friend than having one). and I'm really scared of losing someone or lost contact with them (may it be family, friends, student) so to my friends and all~ you are important to my life!! and I always, please keep in touch with me!

The only good and obvious thing is I scored lowest for fearing death. (I think that's a little bullshit. the question ask: me avoiding blood related things.. I handle blood sample one =.=" and if getting near car accident ruins my mood... of course not.. I would curse and swear that driver and tell my friend about it). I think I'm already half dead anyway. No money, no life, no future. =.=" sad life sia.. and now getting more and more sad after typing this phrase "No money, no life, no future".. hai..

Don't type le.. bye..

Singing Kbox @ Hougang Plaza

Now is 15 feb 2009, 12.05am, which is also Valentines' Day minutes before.

I don't know if it's coincidence or planned but I but tuition and meeting with a friend (ahem.. a girl) for a singing session.

and my day starts with tuitioning.
One of the climax of the tuitioning is my cute student who is very thirsty. First, she drank water, then she made the bottle cap drink water, and made the syringe drink water (she use syringe to drink water), and made the tables drink water, and made her books drink water, and finally made me drink some water too. Been clearing up the mess more than the time used for teaching. Well, it's seems that the tuition is very watery. And taught her stuff for about 10-20 mins when the tuitioning is 2 hrs. The rest of the time goes to her playing water and also behaving like a robot while listening to what I taught (this is not included in the 10-20 mins though). So in the end, I'm not sure if she actually understand what I'm saying. So, you know, exams are coming soon and my stress level became higher each day. (T_T)

After that I went to hougang to meet HP. first we went to Suki sushi to buy some food for it to deliver to kbox. And sang quite a few songs to relax. and recorded 2 songs, which, well, are out of tune, pitching sometimes too loud, or sometimes cannot hear what I'm singing, sing wrong verse. Now trying to upload them. So,

to the people who chose to listen, please give some comments if you want, but no laughing thanks

After that went to play arcade, bowling, and the drums one.. well, it's not exactly fun but at least I can hit some stuff... kekeke..

Took bus home and there's an Indian lady with 2 kids who blocked the bus entrance. and she carried alot of stuff (i think there's 5-6 bags, big bags) which she put them on the floor. and there was no one to help her. So I helped her to carry them away. (keke.. ) and I have the intention of helping her to carry all the way back home. but the bus stop she drop does not have my bus. so too bad. I dun wanna take that bus again and change bus to reach home.

and finally reach home, took a bath, and start to chat with HP. and she sent me the 2 recordings. Now I am listening to them. and oh gosh, it's really quite unpleasant to the ear. But I think I will upload it to here. Or should I not? hmmm... If I upload them, it's a little bit 破坏形象... hmmm... (argh.. upload keeps failing..ack)